sober in panic
medical board exams schedule: august 21, 22, 28 and 29. results are out in 3 days after the last day so that means around sept 1, my birthday. oh fudge. make that 51x the pressure on passing the boards. failing it is NOT an option. magpapainom ako if i pass the boards mark my words. and all my good friends are invited, including you who’s reading this one right now.
i’m already in a state of panic right now. made a new sched last night. i’m back to square one. rereading physio very slowly. trying to absorb every detail in the book. head hurt after only 100 pages. and i’m not the type of student who panics for an exam. and now i am panicky 6 or 7 weeks before the boards. stressed out to the point ayoko na gumimik until after the boards. no more lunch outs with friends, movies, aimless wondering sa malls now til aug 30. wondering why i agreed to watch beauty and beast on july 16. it will take up my precious time and energy. oh to my friends who r in the same boat, ignore my present mental state. wag kayo magpapadala sa akin. and pray for me.
